So I have been thinking long and hard about what it is that I fear, why I fear and what fulfilment has fear taken away from my life now that God has intended for me to enjoy. And I have come to a conclusion on the why question.Two things, I want to have control of my life and I have believed many counterfeits and lies that society has fed me.

On the control issue, the Lord is teaching me two things this year. One, it’s all about Him, and what He chooses to do is good and perfect. Two, that I should learn to rest, and rest not meaning a hibernation state where I do nothing but rest where my all-sufficiency is in Him because where there’s a need to control, strife is born but rest unfolds the fist and releases us into a state of surrender and trust.

On counterfeits…