I have been feeling so lonely, so vulnerable,  so slow in my thinking, so desperate. I feel abandoned. I am an orphan among other orphans. I am a widow among millions others, I am a less privileged and people judge me that I am lazy. I am to do something but I lake means. How to go about alone? where to start from. I am so scared of how things are happening, of how people have become butchers of their fellow human beings.  I cry day and night for my loved ones who have left this world. I see a lot injustice in the world. A 14 years old girl is just been shot because men have found that she is a peace activist. Who in the whole world does not want peace of mind, body and soul? who on earth does not want to go to sleep…