I’ve been super lazy today.  Didn’t go to church.  Thought about taking a shower, still haven’t done that either.  Rain does that to me.

I’ve also been in my head today.  Maybe too much because I want to act on my thoughts.   I’m fueling my eating disorder and I’m not sure what has caused this.  It just happens.

My family is watching football.  I could care less.  I’m torn between forcing myself to be social or staying in my room where I feel content and safe.   Recovery is hard.