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via ALIENWARE 15 R3 — THE GOOD AND THE HUH? — SERENDIPITY

Am I alone to be alone?
No right?
we all feel loneliness
how ironical, to say this
“we all are alone”
in spite of living together in this world
surviving together for better life
working hard to have “food, shelter and clothes”
everything together
to get the predestined happiness
but yet I see people sitting on beaches,
to have inner conversation with waves
I see people sitting on marine drive,
to feel envy of couples
or to fight with their loneliness?
I watch them playing with mud alone
some write their name on Jhuhu beach
or some end up carving hearts on mud
I watch them capturing Bandra worli sea link alone
and then posting it on instagram
which is totally the mirage of happiness and fun
and so I myself watch them alone, too
trying to learn from these people to enjoy loneliness
or to slay it?
but at…

What breaks your heart?”Is it hurtful words, criticism, gossip, betrayal of trust, or ruthless action taken against you? Many times we can’t stop how people act towards us. Those closest to us are usually the ones who hurt us deeply. Our hearts break when we are left wounded holding the broken pieces of our heart in our hands.
Let us be encourage by telling us that everything thrown against us is simply garbage when you know in your heart that you have been upright and true to yourself and others. Once a week a garbage truck comes by our home to pick up the garbage. Praying to God is our disposal system and solution to getting rid of that garbage every day. We don’t need to accumulate it and damage our hearts. Let’s be relieved from guilt, shame, hurt and pain by allowing God to take all those sinful attacks…

Why do I fall so fast. Why is it so hard for me to stay up. Why is it so dark. Why can’t I handle things. Why must I drown at an instant? Just breath. Just breath. Don’t put yourself in a dark room and hit rock bottom. Don’t.

I see people buying clothes and expensive items on Christmas only to drain their Januaries.
Tell me people do you think boxing day has a significance to many or is it just another normal day?

My bended back sings-

a tune of crepitations.

Exhausted refrain.

Source: The Practice Certificate and Self Certifying.

Tis not by tongues

Tis not by Rhema

Tis not by position

Neither by title

That which matters

That which is important

That which counts

Is nothing but you

I mean your life

I mean your character

I mean your walk with Christ

And your personal altar

Yes that secret place

Yes your attitude to others

Yes your submission to the spirit

And obedience to Christ

Tongues is just an evidence

Not a proof of existence

Positions are just Complements

Yet they are not the elements

In them you think you have a future

But you’re a broken piece of sculpture

Yea beautiful outside

But stinking inside

The Holy Spirit is the ticket

That brings you out of sin’s thicket

That helps you to live a holy life

And to please the father

He’s the spirit of worship

He’s the spirit of prayer

He’s the spirit of fellowship

The director…

A few days ago, this overwhelming feeling of being alone just hits me.

I wasn’t alone at all. In fact, I could’ve turned to the left and seen my aunt sitting soundly in her recliner, playing one of her regular fruit smashing games on her phone. And if I would have stood up and walked ten or twelve steps to my right and around a corner, there my aunt’s long time friend would be watching the news like every other day.

I wasn’t alone at all, so why did it feel like I was?

The reason hit me sometime last night while I was reading my daily devotional. It was one about calling on the Lord constantly, whether you’re in trouble or not, and BOOM, right there in front of my eyes was the answer.

I just stopped reading. Realization dawned on me like a solid slap to the…